changes

written last night before mum shooed me off this machine

i felt the change in seasons a few nights ago. its great. you can feel the slight chill in the airrrrr. i really just wanna spend the night on a grassy field watching the sun come up, alone, in a group, with someone special, i dont really care. hmm i feel romantic tonight... or just lonely. arh. well i decided that he's so normal and nice, as opposed to crazy and emotional. hes still alluring ;D. but yeah i like that change. being nice is so underrated. everyone just wants some coooooooool interestinnngggg artt mofucker, which is pretty cool, but i almost forgot about just the nice guys. the normal guys. the ones who arent out to hurt you. moodiness and eerie humour may be very interesting and magnetic, but nice guys are just nice. they wont fuck you up like some insane poet would. maybe i should just like nice guys. =D


written tonight cos i'm awesome enough to not split the blogs up

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i just deleted like a whole paragraph of agonising cos it was ultra pathetic =D
that represents my life as of now