I just feel like eating assorted pastries. and I'm also feeling the weird, big ass jumble of emotions againnn. And each assorted emotion signifies an assorted pastry. gah. I feel ALMOST stressed, but too calm for my liking. I'm getting increasingly slack and relaxed and UNBOVVAD, but I still get jittery and nervous during random conversations. I feel like I have nowhere to go, even though I have to decide in a few months. I feel so confidently smitten sometimes, but others times I just feel hopelessly pathetic. But I definately feel like I'm changing as a person. I think it's just what the final year of school does to you. It's like enocouraging you to break free and go be liiberratttedd.
I suppose it's all worth it. I'm into emotion. Makes for good inspiration. WHICH IS WORKING FOR ME, seeing as i've finally started my art major yayaya.
But yeah. I don't know whether I'm happy or if I'm sad. WAIT. I just had a revelation. I think I'm avoiding EVERYTHING, from assignments to emotion. I haven't had a good cry in ages, because I don't wanna think about all the stressful little nigglies in life. Or am I just making a problem for myself? Ugh i'll think about it later. AHH SEE. AVOIDANCE
Is this good for me? Should I go analyse my thoughts, like I used to, or is postponing the breakdown better for you?
*doesn't bother answering*
AH SEE
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